I did the normal schedule that I did every day. I would get ready for school, my mom would drop me off in the front around 7:30 am and I would walk into the big front doors. I would walk down the big crowded hallway that seems like it would never end to meet my friends. Walking over to the circle of girls that I have grown up with, hearing them talk about yesterdays game and how we won. Joining in on the conversation, I congratulated everyone that played and we kept talking until the bell rang and made us go our separate ways, until we would meet up again at lunch. Then, when the day was over I would wait in the front of the school waiting to get picked up.
I saw my moms mini van pull into the round about that leads to my school, so i grabbed my bag and started walking to her car. I open the back sliding door and jump in waving bye to my friends. When I shut the door and my mom tells me the news that would change the rest of my life. She says “ Jessie, since your dad is in the military we have to move every four years and last year we were very lucky that he was able to get an extension but this year we have to move.” I was very quite taking in everything I just learned. I finally responded back and asked how long until we move and where to. She told me we have five months until we leave and that we were moving to Hawaii. When we pulled into our drive way I got out of the car and raced inside. Once inside, I quickly rushed into my room to text my friends the news. Hawaii? How could I be moving? Let alone moving across the Pacific. I sit on my bed and thought of all of my friends that I was going to lose and the family I was going to move away from.
How was I going to do this? I always depended on my friends and now that I am moving what was I supposed to do? They were going to be too busy starting school and living their lives, not going to have time for me and my problems. I was going to have to be more dependent on myself and not on others. I was used to sharing everything with my friends back home but now I was going to handle all of my problems by myself. I was going to have to grow up and solve my own problems, without the help of my friends. It was going to be a huge change from my school now to the school in Hawaii. I was going to have to suck it up and be a big girl and take care of things on my own without the help of other people.
It’s the last day here in Washington and I have to do the hardest thing. I have to say goodbye to all of my friends and family. We drive to the softball fields where all of my friends are playing the last game of the season. I slowly walk over to the field they are playing at and sit there watching them play. When the game is over they see me and rush over. None of us talk all we do is hug each other really tight and not let go. No one wants to say anything afraid that we would cry if we tried to to. I finally break the silence and say “I’ll never forget you guys.” my voice breaking halfway through. My sobs finally come out choking me, not allowing me to say anything else. But we didn’t need to talk, everything we needed to say was said through our hug. When my mom comes over and tells me that we have to leave in five minutes we all start to cry harder and our hug gets tighter not wanting to let go, not wanting to say goodbye. We finally stop hugging and say the words we have been trying to avoid, goodbye. They walk me to my car, waving as we drive away.
We drive to the airport where my aunt and cousin are waiting to say goodbye. My mom and aunt have lived near each other since they were little. We arrive at the airport and unload our bags. We hug our family really tight saying goodbye and that we will see them soon. My mom and aunt hug one more time and we load our bags onto the luggage belt. This was it. Once we cross through the security line it would be official, we were leaving. As I crossed through the sensor I kept thinking what if my friends forget me? What if they get to busy to text me? But I realized that if my mom can move away from her sister, I can do this move as well. My book wasn't ending, a new chapter was just starting. I was growing up and living my own life making my own decisions without the help of other people.
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